Time for a new start

Since my last post what have i been up to?
since i had my hair chopped its actually already grown a bit and its growing on me(see what i did there)
I also dyed it back dark brown so bye bye horrid grey roots and ginger red hair!
I decided to buy some new storage for my room as i had had my shabby desk since i was young,it was falling apart so i decided to look for a new one, 
i found a nice white one in a local shop and they also had a plastic drawer unit, so when i got it home it soon got filled with bits and bobs, i have far too much stuff!
I also went for my monthly trip to Birmingham royal orthopaedic hospital for my injection and blood test, for those of you who don't know what happens there i have my blood taken from my portacath and then have my injection, I'm getting used to these now ( they sting a lot) 
there has been a lot of talk about my portacath lately in regards to keeping it or taking it out, after much discussion it has been advised that i keep it in for some time longer, as they still have problems finding a vein!
This isn't good news as i was looking forward to having it out as i hate it!
I can feel it all the time and eurgh its just horrid but oh well i will have to pretend its not there.
We also saw Dr grimer the consultant there who i had not seen in a long time and he said he was very pleased!
Its hard to believe that when i had my first injection i couldn't even walk i was that ill.
So much has changed and its all for the better.
Last week i went for a meeting at work to discuss myself going back, it has been decided that i shall be going back on the 30th of this month which is not long!
It is strange how i have had over a year off of doing nothing and now the time is going by very quickly and i will soon be wishing i had more time off haha.
So i am finally getting back to normal life, its going to be hard at first but I'm glad I'm back to the person i used to be, 
these past 16 months have been a challenge and a half and i want to put it all behind me, but at the same time it has made me stronger as a person, it really puts your whole life in perspective.


To the new start and beyond
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

THE BIG CHOP

So its been a week since my last post and a week into the new year that is 2012
It hasnt been really eventful really well apart from one thing, my new hair cut!
i decided to take the plunge and get it cut short as it was so thin and horrible so i went to a hairdressers i havent been before and as soon as i walked in i thought oh dear,
the place looked very run down and had those hairdryers old ladies sit under, there wasnt a pair of ghds in sight, i was temped to walk out the door and not look back but i stuck it out and went for it.
i was thinking of a choppy short cut but i left the shop with a blunt short bob which i didnt really like, im still not keen on it but its growing on me, theres always my wigs hey!


This month i have decided im not going to drink at all, for one thing it makes me feel so ill and ive only just really recovered from christmas and new years eve, i was also supposed to stop eating junk but unfortunately there was far too much food that needed eating from christmas so i will be starting on monday, a week later instead.
tomorrow i will do my healthy shop!

So its finally here, the big 2012, this could be our last year as the worlds mean to end this year but oh well!


Im glad to see the back of 2011, it was the worst year of my life and i never want to go back there again!


This year is the year of me getting back to my former self before all the bad things happened!


Its a year for a fresh start so i want to achieve alot this year, i really want to do a skydive for my chosen charity cancer research, i want to make money also selling my bracelets, 
i also want to learn to drive again and get my tatoo
but most of all i want to be who i want to be
So lets get this show on the road! xxx